There was somebody who wasn't famous yet. And he was going to be and he said that fame is what it is and when it happens we will all get used to it because it is only really the same thing as not fame. And he said when I was three I wanted to be a hedgehog.
Today I put a new cover on a polythene tunnel and before I started it was the last thing I was going to do and by the time I had finished it was dark and that was all. It had all become inevitable, and as soon as I started I understood that that was exactly what it had to be. What I say isn't true because it can't be because I say it. You must assume that I was lying. By accident but lying because it isn't true because I say it. All of this I was working over as I put a new sheet on the tunnel and the weather forecast had said rain and gale or severe gale force winds and it was dry as can be after it has rained which isn't much, and the wind wasn't there but I expect it was somewhere.
Yesterday I was speaking to Mark and he could understand that there are many sorts of age and that chronological age is not all that important in all of this and so I explained to him that I was a hundred and nineteen and he could understand how that could be I told him it was. And I explained that for a number of years I had been a hundred and nineteen and that if it was changing at all it was going backwards and I was getting to be a younger person slowly. All this is very confusing to me because I know it is happening and I know it is not happening. It is real in me and it is not real in me so it cannot be real here so it mst be a lie but there it is. And he understood how it is very confing to be getting younger as you are getting older. Inside and outside are going in different directions and collapsing into eachother. Somewhere the inside and the outside will meet and be the same thing in time and that will be very strange for things to be really as they are and perhaps I will be dead anyway and nobody will notice it.
Earth will cling to the same boots when it is wet. I spoke to my brother and he was very far away and I asked a favour and it went very far away and I was asked a favour about a persimmon and even that was very far away now. And earth will cling to the same boots now when it is wet.
Earth together you to me. We persimmon lie real and.