Yesterday into a group came somebody who was immediately integrated into the group. And it was immediately so. And in some ways that surprised me because groups are usually not like that at all. And I there it was the group ready to assimilate, and there was a part of that, or secondly was able to assimilate into a group easily. And there were a series of small changes of attitude between us and I wonder if that was due to expectations before or perhaps not.
And there were two people who balanced each other completely. There is one who plays a very precise hand which is exactly controlled in its details. And in some ways this is an impressive but childlike feet. This is to superimpose virtuosity on to a real situation and so to always being at risk of reducing the reality of it. And then there is the other who plays a much looser hand. Now this is a more thoughtful way to not depend on a specific path but to be alive at all times to the positive movements of development. And the use those to progress slowly in one way or another towards an end. The ability in this is to be fast and to be able to use what is there and keep everything so complex. Ducklings, dawn, development so how come.
In the first there is very great talent and motivation but it is held in check probably by ties to the past and mostly by how it is seen. In the second the talent is not so great but the ability to see the whole pattern is for now greater. Firstly there is great strength here but there is not great understanding. Secondly there was one who adapted very rapidly and then slowly cast a gentle spell to catch the group. But there is another web woven here. Even that I see it the web holds me in part. Even that I see it. Even casting a spell the web is woven tight over. Which spell can be to show this there is none. So the weaver of webs has control. Because there is very great strength here from very great problems grown. Still not resolved but very great grown here are the webs so defensively cast over the picture. All here for good or no are held by this web. This spell, this spell holds two, one more is held and I choose not to break it too much. Also there is one who fears as witchcraft this simple social spell casting.
By the light the flickering candles are casting shadows and in the gloom the fabric of belief is built. It is here it will stay in you. It is here. I was surprised by how much could be remembered and I wonder if it will be held like that or allowed to become part of you. That is what I wonder. Do you have it in you yet to use this to grow. Who can tell. Understanding Wells up inside you and sight and information and then suddenly is realisation where it becomes real or you can call it enlightenment. And there it is. Do you have it inside you yet to use this to grow. Who can tell it is the strangest thing. Firstly it is not yet growing but the base is broad and the skill is very great. Secondly the base is not so good and there is a social chip to never by it be eradicated. So there is less growth and less skill possible.
These are two that balance each other very well for the moment. Secondly it will be left behind when the growth starts fully. It was simply be that it becomes small and not of importance by being of a narrow base and it will be left behind. That is if growth is to start but the process is already in hand springtime comes and in the warmth comes growth. That is how it will be. It would be a pity if it was physically a suicidal move if that is what it is, but it may be so. That is where the warmth comes from. So that is where the growth will be from. And it may be that it becomes so good as to seem perfect. The base is there for that but to not quite be so and therefore it will fade. That may be how it is. If I could take away the things that tie you now I would, that is the tie that holds me most strongly. Wishing to help. For me it is the hardest tie to cut and always soon after I build another wishing tie. Never to have many but always to be held by one or another. And so if I could take away your ties I would and so you need not be held back. Even so it is knowing in me and realizing then making into an illusion again that there is no use in me cutting your ties. You have yourself to discard them. It has to be in you to do without them. Freedom is inside us all. Somewhere.
And when the growth starts you will be left behind. Your spell is not so strong a hold. The web that holds you will always hold you. If you break away you will leave behind apart the web holds. The web is too strong. It will always hold that part of you. So when it is grown and you are left behind the web will break a part of you. It will hold you always.
If you understand then you can ask the question. If you can ask the question. Ask then the book of changes. You understand on the surface the patterns. You see like the ripples on the surface. Not of the body. Not of the body of the water. The ripples on the surface. You see as the ripples only on the surface but ask your question. Know you're question. Will you want to know the answer. Does the answer happen for you. Here is the weapon that holds and it will break a part of you. So secondly ask your question. Question in the ripples. Ask then the book of changes. When will we three meet again? Even now you know you don't want the answer.
Emptiness. Everything is emptiness.