Before and even before that it was about repetitions and it wasn't understood for a long time and now more so it is. And then there was I met this guy and I wasn't and I wasn't at all sure. And then I came to be that I met this guy was mostly about sex. And this is two for a bit so.
Gay men always seem to find tacky places of one sort or another always. And it might seem so to you but this is not at all what should be expected at all. And I think finally this is about individuality. It is about asserting individuality. It is finding a place and rejoicing in it because it seems to have cohesion but it is not of you. It's not being a part of you but being entirely external that shall be obvious. And going away and leaving it all completely behind not mixing at all like a oil and water. Of highlighting that it is not a part of you and has no you're in it of contrast only and yet of some suitability. Of showing what you are in what you are not and the dividing lines which must be like patterns crisscrossing through the space and like 100 tightrope walkers all going in different directions without enough space for it to be. So it can be patterns again in contrast and colours but mostly by exclusion. Inclusion by exclusion. That which is of that place is very clearly excluded into that place. Here we are with inclusivivity and exclusivity again but it is not yet the time for all that to think of.
To be quite clear about this there are facts. There are facts and there is using the facts to be clear about everything. But everything is everything and we all know that right from the start and we all know there are no facts so this is not so. There are what seem to be facts. And there is using what seems to be facts to seem to be clear about everything. There can be more here but it becomes inclusion or exclusion which is not about everything but about cutting into smaller and making it all less and here it is called objectivity and subjectivity and already there are no facts so it can only be wrong to cut it all up into fact pieces seemingly. Still also. There are would seem to be the facts and there is using them to seem to be clear about everything. And again there are what seem to be the facts and using what seem to be the facts to seem to delude yourself and everybody else. And of course there are no facts so it can all be exactly the same thing but in half a thought that is to cheat by not contending which is the only real way. It can of course be so much more here and now but of course it could only seem to be and it would not be real in you because to be a thing that happens takes a great deal of doing nothing and then at the end of all that it can happen so here it cannot be any more now however hard it is to be here. Let us just show that there are what seem to be facts and what I you think seem to be facts. Allow spaces for these to be separate because spaces or water needed for patterns and patterns or what things are when they seem to be and so patterns of keys in them.
So it was repetition and now it is clearly sex. There is homosexuality and there is designer homosexuality and there is nothing that ever happens by accident. There is indeterminacy and lack of individuality to consider and emptiness where things can be put and emptiness with things cannot be put and and emptiness where things should never be put but always are because a great fear. It is like having a freezer full of food when it is not for any reason that it will not be food on the shelves tomorrow and until the freezer rusts. But it is like that. Sexuality is about spaces in many ways. There are many different spaces but they all form patterns and patterns are what seem to be and so is sexuality. So why is it so nice to have a full freezer then?