It all seems to be getting more difficult in everything and I couldn't think why. So much more is being written now that it's all much more difficult for it to be useful. You have to read so much more and absorb so much more to be well read and for it to be anything in you. And that is why it takes so much longer now to be anything and why has to be faster too. It is also much more. And the spaces between all have to be as big for it to be between anything really happening. So now everything has to be about everything for it to be useful. And everything still has to be a long time nothing before it comes to be anything.
Thank you Barry Norman for reminding me that 'if you try to drown of vampire in a bath of holy water, blood comes out of the taps and the toilet explodes'. It is not really that it is anything but that it is. It is what you put together with it all. When a field as ploughed it looks like new and the grain is sown. Suppose this time it shall be wheat. And then the rain comes in pieces of flooding and the wheat germinate and grows, and at the very top the tiny stones are washed clean. And then the rain grows more until. Finally it is all brown and there are all over tiny stones and they're all quite clean. So well on it comes which is a combine harvester and it is to collect all the profits. Into the reciprocating blade goes all the corn stalks and many of the stones which blunt it all slowly. When it comes out the straw and also many of the stones and finally it can be burned for the stones all to be in need lines before the plough comes later. Which is why the blades must be sharpened and so. It is how it can be put together. Don't suppose for one moment that the world must be sensible with so many people it can be in it how come? Hi (it comes) my name is John and you call me John but you can call me - any time. That is just how it is.
I arrived at the cinema and there were seven other people there and they were all exactly who they had to be. The road was covered with rubble. The traffic was slow. Last time I was here I was driven by another and now it was all different and not at all the same except the steps leading up to the door but only then. The cinema was probably nearly 500 seats for people at least and eight people for seats. Seating on the right hand side of the auditorium has been designated a no smoking area. This film. These people. This smoking. These thoughts. It is called Camelot.
For the first time I heard somebody even older than ever before who is dead now seeing into a recording studio love letters and it is very strange to hear it. Now there is something about a name that is very the same. So this was Kenneth and that surprised me but not very much.
Change is like change and there is no explaining it.