It is still not clear but then it is raining. The water this morning is not what it should be mostly it will not come because it is frozen. It is not cold but it is frozen. Also for many reasons it is late and until there was no water except the water was there. Then it arrived and it was white and then not.
Here stand expectations and expectations are growing things like hopes and dreams but mostly just like expectations. Before now simple was simple and yet it all seems to come at once and not to spread out so much. It can all be allowed to be compact even if it is difficult to deal with. Compact can be very difficult because of this. Counting is just one and then another one and then another one and then another one. It is all repetition and grows into more and more. This morning when I got up I found that the water pipes were frozen. It was one and there was hope attached in that and now it is again one also and there is hope attached which is vision to the future to become. Proceeding is proceeding. Anyway one was simple and now one and one is difficult. I used to one and two and three and four were easy. Perhaps not four. They were numbers numbers. Being three was easy to feel under any circumstances. Three garden snails are three as three fire engines are or three solar systems. They are three and it is easy an obvious under any circumstances. And four perhaps but not five. Five is definitely not instinctive for obvious. Five is only understood by patterns that make five, not by fiveness being itself of itself. And four has to be square as five is four with one in the middle and three is triangular. I used to think that three is easy of itself but I think even three is triangular. That is why addition and multiplication can not be very real. Nine is only a triangle of triangles, that is all it can be seen as but it is very difficult to. It can be one and another and another until it is a triangle of triangles. That is what it is. And they used to think the three was obvious that perhaps it is only the SRI can only be the same pattern ever except for being one and another and another. And so two is patterns as well of balance and one and another. Two is quite easy but it is still always patterns. Only one is understood and everything else is patterns. One and another.
If I have been painting it is about repetition and repetition, and if it is not that it is why it is not. If not it is one. The path through the olive grove is alone.
Observations are repeated, styles are repeated, repetition is itself. So repetition is itself and it is counting one and another and it is rare for counting not be money but it is in this repetition. I have painted 3728 impressionist ladybirds draining and it is the repetition without pattern and the pattern is all scale and mean free path patterns. There are things here that have been left in passing and they are quite unique in not being expected.
Solving problems are about it too that is repetition. In talking through a problem it is brought up and worked and put down and brought up and worked and put down and brought up and worked and put down and brought up and worked and put down and brought up and worked and put down and brought up and worked and put down and brought up and worked and put down. That is repetition. Repetition is what it is. All the interesting it is not in it when it is over and over again. Over and over again and it is not interesting in it in me or you it is empty. This is talking. This is talking problems. This is problems that are again and again and are empty finally. This is repetition and fading and fading inside until it is empty and that is repetition. This is the help of talking a problem or of writing it. It is paler and paler until it is empty and then it is gone and not interesting anymore. This is the talking cure. This is all the types of repetition. It is repeating the view. It is repeating the object on the other side. It is repeating the feel. It is repeating the pattern. It is repeating the object. It is just repeating in all the ways of what it is, that is why talking is curing often by possible. So talking is helping and repeating that this is what the whole thing is. So in talking most importantly it is continuing and so it has to be balanced to continue. It must be so more or less than it needs to be to continue long enough to be repetition. So help with talking can be needed but mostly it is not giving room for stopping it is keeping a flow it is what talking is and it continuing. So talking and helping are repetitions and so manners are important because manners give talking easy and so for repetitions which become things not interesting quickly.
This is the help been talking and why and how then help to talking has to be so.
Yesterday I met a man and it is not yet here yet but it will come to be. Now it is raining again.