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They are all saying it now anyway. They are all saying it now. That is what it is. They are all saying it anyway now. I do wonder if they all know it because they are saying it all now or if just if. That is what it is and they are all saying it.
Down by the sea I walk sometimes with the dogs and sometimes I walk down by the sea alone. Pan is a dog and she is a Springer Spaniel and so she os black and white. Jia and Tara have all that as well. We walk down by the sea where the spaces articulate with precision. This is why I walk by the sea. There is no room for errors only precise articulation. Thinga are shown very clearly walking with the dogs down by the sea. Ago I remember Phillip. On the cliff top in full view of the waves he used the energy to hold on. This was good. This is as it is now as it was then. Ago I remember Matthew. Matthew who became not of this space again. I was right about that before it happened. With the dogs walking by the sea it was not of Matthew nor could it ever be so.
As the years create change so are built sand dunes out of conditions. So too the grass grows, the rabbits live and now on a sunday afternoon are people walking with or without dogs. So it is. I walking paths become time and time again and so the growing grass dies and the held sand is released and so come new sand dunes in another place. So too come holes where were paths, desire lines becone undesire lines by erosion. People walk elsewhere. Then with larger so it comes to be desireable again and so it goes on, mostly down there is the sea which has an edge. And the sea is an edge again. As it vacillates regardlessly at me the brown foam approaches again. In blue and turquoise dreams is all this greyness lost forever. Come now. Come now and see. A man on a surfboard lies down until only his head can be seen.
Here where the spaces are precise is where we come and so Jia rolls in the seaweed.
So what of the sea was found in yesterday. Of course it has to be the polite spaces. Among all the people walking with or without their dogs are there the fewest meetings and the least so. As we approach turning both to the left and never meeting even often to the right. By slowness by the sea is space controlled as it is by the sea as it is. In trains of people controlling space is how it all happens. Walking as one walking with Phillip with the dogs. Space Matthew spaces walking with the dogs self and others.
Also that is how it is to go to bed at three-o-clock this morning. Talking people are slowness between which is how it is controlled. John is most controlled and by himself is most interesting. Secondly there come to be Cas and Stuart and suddenly John becomes quietness without this being noticed throughout.
Cas talks about Robert who is coming again to Cornwall and so that may be tomorrow. Stuart understands and allows it to be included. John is quiet. this is how it is. So it went around and the space was disturbed by it all because of the change as I knew it had to be and so allowed it
Speaking to Linda yesterday she had decided to be Linda and this is who she is she says. Half is open half is still of sadness. Yesterday does not leave it becomes yesterday and there it remains untouchable pain or no pain. By yesterday comes and it is all too late to change it. Pain or no pain. Anyway Linda says this is whi she is really and clearly that is how it must be for she says so. really what it is is this is who Linda would have been once if yesterday had not turned out to be yesterday as it did. So this is Linda aiming at what Linda would have been if only. Perhaps this is how it will work out but perhaps becoming sixty will now be in the wrong place which brings the same sadness so it is perhaps. These things are what they are because they are what we are. Yesterday has become yesterday and even Linda cannot reach out to change it.
The movie ends the same way it did last time I saw it. The action was the same, the faces were the same but slowly the characters are changing. Yet the movie ends the same way it did last time I saw it. This is something of a surprise. As I have said before the grass by the sea is greener than anywhere else even when it is brown.